“I find myself most drawn to art that has arisen from a deeply personal conversation between the artist and the work at hand. It is art that walks perilously close to the Edge, that crosses the river of blood into the Faerie, that flies so high it is scorched by the sun, and then returns to tell the tale to us. It is art that needed to be written, or painted, or sung, or woven, or otherwise shaped. It is art gifted by the Mystery to the maker, and then in turn, gifted to us.”
— Terri Winding
“All you have to do is write one true sentence. Write the truest sentence that you know. Writing is nothing. You just sit at the typewriter and bleed.”
— Ernest Hemingway
Using Hemingway’s metaphor, we know that open wounds bleed and so do open souls: creating works of art that flow from the deepest parts of ourselves and of life. Whether our creating begins with “writing the truest sentence we know,” as Hemingway so brilliantly instructs us to do,”or walking over the river of blood” as Winding describes in her beautiful metaphors, we write our truth.
There have been times in my life when I wrote from those places of despair. As I have said before, they could also be portals of inspiration and healing despite their rigor. Other times I wrote from the opposite end of the spectrum: happy, joyous, celebratory times, which also inspired me to write. There were also rare and special times when inspiration would seemingly come from nowhere, like the rush of an incoming tide, leaving in its wake a flood of words on paper that flowed easily and almost effortlessly.
These are the times when, as mystical as it may seem, I feel as if I am being guided from a Source outside myself: yet its voice and medium are my own experience and understanding, like the liturgical metaphor of the connection between bone and marrow. During these times I feel as if the creative process is almost like an act of worship, but not in the traditional sense of the word. Rather, it is a journey, where I travel the outermost reaches of my soul and find God there waiting. Others will call their creative experience something entirely different, and it is right that they do: there is no single definition for the creative process, unique as it is to each writer or artist. Perhaps we all draw from the same Source, I don’t know; but each time we create we give ourselves a glimpse of what is possible.
I wish I could have these mystical experiences every day, but of course I don’t. Those times are wonderful, absolutely, but much more common is the simple day-to-day discipline of writing, the choice to create as an act of will and heart. I struggle a lot — writing this particular post being one of those times. I felt like I couldn’t put two cohesive thoughts together. My Inner Bitch was urging me to skip writing this week and “apologize to the entire Blogosphere for having the audacity to post this piece of crap.” :) Life is messy; writing sometimes is too. And so I write from this particular part of my own shadow, stare that Bitch down and write … anyway. As Jack London once said, “You can’t always wait for inspiration, you have to go after it with a club.”
Many bestselling authors admit they still struggle with self doubt despite their success. I found that comforting. In his book, On Writing: A Memoir of the Craft, Stephen King mentions how he will work feverishly for as long as it takes to get everything out that he wants to say before he will go back and edit. He said if he stops before he gets all of it out, his self-doubt will kick in and he then finds it hard to finish. In the closing paragraph of his book, he wrote of the hope that what he wrote will give his readers the “permission slip” to go out there and just do it:
“You can, you should, and if you’re brave enough to start, you will. Writing is magic, as much the water of life as any other creative art. The water is free. So drink. Drink and be filled up.”
Stephen King’s encouragement reminded me of a similar quote from Goethe, written over two hundred years ago:
“Whatever you can do or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power and magic in it.”
As writers and artists, we can wait for those splendid divine moments or we can write our way into them. Either way is a gift. Hemingway’s timelessly beautiful advice on “writing the truest sentence we know,” is a writer’s best first step. That truest thought begins the conversation that Winding says is “between the artist and the work at hand.” Begin: write from the shadow, “walk the Edge,” “cross over the river of blood into the Faerie,” or “fly so high you are scorched by the sun;” –but however you do it, just begin. And wherever that first step of truth may take you, please “return to tell the story” of that Divine conversation you found along the way. We are as hungry to participate in that conversation as you are to create it.
Photo Sources (in order of appearance):
Photographer: Glores. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/File:Computer_keyboard.gif
Photographer: Zaui/Scott Catron. http://www.flickr.com/photos/zaui/4455991107/in/photostream/
Photographer: Weinstock. http://pixabay.com/en/hand-child-paint-play-colorful-93168/
Photographer: Katara. katara1439.deviantart.com
Artist: Sarah Klockers-Clauser. https://www.flickr.com/photos/sarabbit/4549185468/
Photographer: Chandra Spitzer. http://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:M82_Chandra_HST_Spitzer.jpg